I cried the night of the day that my Wacom tablet died. I had been using it for seven years so it was a bit of a shock. Even so, it's nice to have the decision made for me this way. I think it was unhealthy to hope that this site would change and I could come back. DA hasn't answered my help desk message (I got a message about backlog and their need for time to get through messages) and this of course leaves me without a definite answer so my brain hasn't let up with the pointless hoping which is kind of sick (it's going to be a NO and we all know it). Now I don't need to think about that. Who cares. I have no fucking Wacom! *dances around the room* So, yay! I feel like a little boat that's finally been cut loose from an island that's become a deserted wasteland.
This all being said, I'm open to suggestions for hobbies. There are a lot of lists when I Google "hobbies for women" and hobbies in general but nothing jumps out at me. I've been logging ridiculous hours on my ereader and this hasn't helped my insomnia. Is reading really a hobby? I feel like it`s a time waster even though I obviously like doing it. I feel so guilty, like I should be producing something, not sitting on my duff mindlessly entertaining myself. Writing would be ideal but I can't seem to get into it. No interest there. I don't want a hobby that leaves me with lots of useless nick nacks (like jewelry) that I can't get rid of. My apartment can only hold so much. I`m going to go surf the web. I wonder why my apostrophes are reversed all of a sudden.